Monday, March 20, 2006

Living again.

I normally don't write personal blogs, I leave that to people like Lindsay. But as I sit here thinking about my next post, I wondered if it is right to post again after something like what Katie and I went through. I mean here on my Blog are my most highest highs and lowest lows. How do you move on. I came to the realization that it is not moving on I have to do, it's to keep on living. Our lost baby will always be a part of Katie and I. We will have always lost a child. It is the hardest thing. But you can't stop moving, living. So as I start posting again I am not moving on, but I am living. I loved my baby that I never knew, like I will love the children I will know. I know there will be times Katie and I will cry about this in the future and that's okay. So I am living again. Thank you so much for all the support. We love each and everyone of you.

- Stephen

3 comments:

Lindsey said...

Steven-
I love y'all. It IS hard to write personal posts. This is you and this is the most important thing in your life right now. My prayers are with y'all always.

Mommy said...

Realizing that your baby will always be a part of your life, and allowing that, is important. I hope and pray that during this difficult time you will be comforted by God, your family, and your friends. Living is not easy, but realize that you have each other to live for...and know that your baby will never suffer. You & Katie will get pregnant again, and God will Bless you immensely. We're praying for you guys.

Bogle said...

Katie and Stephen,
I just heard and I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Adam and I will be keeping you both in our prayers and we will pray that God will bless you with more than you can ask or imagine at this stage in your life. Love you K-K.

Les